1. Journey's End (One)


    Date: 8/23/2015, Categories: Reluctance, Author: Green_Man, Rating: 14, Source: LushStories

    It wasn't a great surprise. In the back of my mind I had known it was possible. But I had other things to keep me busy. Life was always there giving me responsibilities and mundane chores to accomplish. Also, all the pleasures of living in an active, vibrant community. So many things to do. No time to worry about it all coming to an end. Then the verdict was in. My doctors were letting me know that it was getting nearer. Not much time to lose now. And I spent some of that time contemplating my life. What I had accomplished. What I had not. The people I loved and the ones I would leave behind. Life had been good. Really. So many places I had seen and so many things I had done. Never enough, though. But I was content. Mostly. I had been married for decades. We had loved; been in love, and made love. Now, we were apart. Not divorced, just apart. It wasn't anyone's fault. She would miss me. I knew that. My lady would miss me. But it had been so long since I had made love. Really made robust, sensuous, balls to the wall love. I did so miss it. I would tell my family when it was necessary. But who else did I need to let know. I mean, all those phantom people online. The ones I spent so much time with now. The ones that actually seemed to care. My family didn't seem to be terribly upset when it all started. Now, I doubted whether it would impinge overly on their lives at all. No matter. The decision was simple. None of my friends and lovers online needed to know anything. They ...
    cared. This I believed with all my heart. But this wasn't real life, was it. Not real life. We were faceless, voiceless, unknown entities to a great extent. Some shared more. Many shared less. It had been grand fun. Now it was approaching an end. But there was one regret. There was one special lady who had been such a good friend. In so many ways. We would spend time together when we could. There was never a misunderstanding to color the friendship with darkness. She was just always honest, agreeable, and adorable. And loving. So very loving. In any way it was possible to be in an online relationship. I knew, without a shadow of a doubt, she would miss me. And she needed to be told. She had to be told. The next time we spoke I expressed a desire to play. It wasn't something we did much any more. It had been lots of fun once upon a time. She was such a delight in the game. Now, we had passed on to fervid friendship and didn't often have the kind of enjoyment that most online lovers spent so much time achieving. But she would always give me pleasure if I wished it. She was a perfect lover that way. We used one of the many ways to make contact online. She sent me a message when she wanted to talk. "Hello sweets." She liked to open that way. "Hi cupcake. How's my little one?" "Perfect. Well, just a little upset." We chatted about some problems she was having. Just small talk between dear friends. I knew I adored her and I thought she shared the feeling. It surely seemed so to me. I ...
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