1. Something Special


    Date: 8/17/2015, Categories: First Time, Taboo, Author: Nymph2bownedbyu, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster

    me I could never see him again. HA, I did of course. Another time I can recall well, is one where we had gone to a motel room. We did that often, sometimes I would even skip school so we could fuck for hours at a motel. He did it well. When he was more comfortable with me, he could have my on my stomach, where we lay facing the TV and during the commercials he would fuck me and during the movie or show we would watch. That was after most of his energy was gone. He knew I was hungry for his dick. This time, I was laying on my back and without my acknowledgment he f***ed his cock in my ass. Obviously once he start putting it in I was immediately alert. I told him i didn't want to do it, I even tried to push him off of me, but he was much stronger than me and he f***ed to fuck me in the ass. For not too long though. I ran to the bathroom immediately after. Crying. Didn't know what to do. I felt betrayed. How could Luis, my friend, my fuck buddy, do this to me? I didn't even care too much for the pain just that he did that without asking me and ...
    then forcing me to do it. I still continued to see him after and luckily he never did this again. I believe I was 18 when I last saw Luis. He was leaving. He was done studying and got his license he even showed it to me. He downgraded his truck to this small white car and moved north, I don't quite remember where though. He brought up how he wanted me to go with him but he knew I should stay and go to college and be with my f****y. I miss him. Especially yesterday and today. Yesterday I went and meet a man a hotel room and for some reason I thought of him. This morning I woke up trying to remember his email address, but in my dream I could find it, in reality my old email deleted everything before 2009. So now I am here thinking about how really special he was to me. Even though he was more than triple my age, even though he hurt me, took advantage of me.. and also, I know I was something very special to him as well. While I continue to try to have special sexual relationships with people I will never have another Luis. It's a bit heart breaking.
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