1. Chapter 10 Chrissie licks mommy clean again and ag


    Date: 8/18/2015, Categories: BDSM, Fetish, Shemales, Author: klammer, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster

    down on her and licking her lover's semen from her pussy and then bringing her to a strong climax with my tongue. That set the tone for the 12 year relationship we would have. It is a story of my self-degradation and utter devotion and female empowerment. I fell under her power and, in so doing, liberated her to be the vibrant, beautiful woman she is today. The things we did together would be considered sick by today's societal standards but we did them at my insistence and, despite mommy's initial resistance to satisfy my submissive cravings, she grew to enjoy them more than I did. The daily whippings she gave me with the riding crop I bought her took her time to begin to enjoy but she grew to relish the sight of the welts she made when she brought the crop down hard on my ass. The ritual morning cup of her golden nectar that she watched me drink with devotion became a daily necessity in her life and affirmed my commitment to her. She grew to love the feel of my tongue as it licked her rosebud clean every day and sometimes would insist I would continue until she used her fingers to bring herself to a climax. As the relationship grew, and after my father passed away, she began to cultivate my feminine side. As we were both slight and were the same clothes and shoe size, I only wore my male clothes when I had to go out of the house. We eventually had sex together although she made it clear right from the start that she needed other lovers and I could not ultimately satisfy ...
    her. Although it was an honest and inadvertent admission on her part, it forever instilled in me a sense of sexual inadequacy. At 25 years old I felt my life was spinning out of control as mommy and I became ever more reclusive and our asymmetrical relationship grew even stronger. I had a gender crisis and tried to reclaim my own masculinity. It was ultimately a mistake to run off to Africa and to marry a woman who made it clear from the start that she was not prepared to give up her other lovers. Given that I was actually shorter than Heidi it was easy for her to become the more powerful figure in the relationship and set her terms for our marriage. The fact that she required other lovers only reaffirmed the feeling of sexual deficiency that I already felt. I surrendered to her wishes and allowed her to take new lovers when we moved back to the UK, whilst promising her I would be faithful to my marriage vows. We only actually made love a few times and that was in the beginning of our relationship. After our wedding she made it clear that I was not sexually attractive to her. Being a cuckold is a humiliating vocation. Having men walk all over you while they service the woman you love without a responsibility in the world grounds down all remnants of self-respect. I grew tired of the smug looks I got when I was walking arm and arm with a woman her lovers only considered to be a convenient fuck, someone who would do the things their wives would never consider and didn't expect ...