1. Good ‘sheboiz’ shouldn’t be allo


    Date: 8/6/2015, Categories: Fetish, Gay Male, Shemales, Author: klaramolka, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster

    an essential aspect of the erotic excitement and arousal. The fact is, that for most of us; for most crossdressers and transvestites, the journey into full blown sissyhood is inevitable. It had already began with that first, seemingly harmless innocent act of curiosity, of slipping into a pair of pantyhose or panties to see what it felt like.The reality is that we have taken the first step in a lifelong journey that will, for much of our lives be characterised by guilt, denial, shame, secretiveness and deception of ourselves, our friends, our families and our wives and partners. We are not good lovers. Some of us are born physically inadequate. But most of us are just sexually inadequate because of our sexual psyche. We marry women or establish relationships in the hope - the naïve belief that I lives will then normalise.In fact, it gets worse. The the crossdresser, the transvestite, the evolving sissy needs the ubiquitous presence of women’s clothes around the house like an alcoholic needs to live n a liquor store. Very few of us ever confess to our partners. Of those that do, most end up in divorce or separation. Some find tolerance. Even fewer find understanding and acceptance. For most of us it is a lifetime of hiding clothes, of deceit and denial. We are perpetually finding reasons to be out or away on business trips so we can dress up. Most of us become chronic masturbators as we lie in hotel rooms masturbating into our women’s clothes in that perpetual cycle of ...
    arousal-dress-up - masturbation - denial. Our wives and partners are nearly always left disappointed, frustrated and, often, worse. The need to be seen dressed up, together with the need for arousal by humiliation that has built up over the years, drives many of us to seek out professional dominas - an expensive and mostly disappointing exercise. Most dominas are in it for the money and don’t really fuck with our minds in the way we are looking for. Many of us develop start to go to adult cinemas, gay bars, places where we feel people like us will be accepted. This is ironic given that we start off with an intense interest in women, not men. Whether we are attracted to men or not, many of us end up on our stockinged knees sucking cock - just once…out of curiosity. Of course it was. Just like that first step into a pair of pantyhose! Some of us find we actually enjoy the experience. Some of us just think it is one thing that women do. Some of us crave the arousal of the shame and humiliation we experience being ‘made’ to suck a real man’s cock. But doesn’t make us sissies or ‘faggots’. Of course not Until one day we find ourselves dressed up in a ridiculous prissy feminine outfit, our painted faces pressed into a pillow as a real man sodomises us; pumping his cum into our pathetic sissy loins; ramming whatever residual nano molecules of masculinity might still be left in us, into oblivion. Suddenly the soul destroying reality overcomes us. Poof! We are sissies. We always were ...