1. A New World Part 13


    Date: 8/11/2015, Categories: Exhibitionism, Author: BadDog9, Rating: 0, Source: LushStories

    We spent Sunday lounging around the house, making love as the urge came over us, and talking. Riley was concerned to know how I felt about the previous evening. I reassured her that I was fine with it and had enjoyed myself despite wanting to punch Nick in the face and tell him what a douche I thought he was. “What should we do with the money?” I asked while we were on the topic. “My half is going in the Italy fund, you can do whatever you want with yours,” Riley answered. Her answer surprised me, I had been thinking of the money as our’s rather than half mine and half hers. Though, I supposed half mine and half hers was basically the definition of ours, but still I felt we would spend the money together, on something we could enjoy together. I was well aware of her desire to return to Italy, but I didn’t know she was setting money aside for that purpose. “You have an Italy fund?” I asked, though what I really wanted to know was whether I was included in her plan. “Oh yeah, I’ve been saving almost everything I’ve made working for Kate. It won’t be long before I have enough to spend a whole year there,” she answered with obvious excitement in her voice. “Wow, that’s a long time,” I said, preoccupied with the thought that nothing she said had hinted at me going with her. “Maybe I should start saving so I can go too.” Riley looked at me and her expression turned from happy and excited to serious and almost sad. She reached out and tenderly cupped my cheek. “Will, I love you, I ...
    really do, and I love being with you, but I don’t do well in long relationships. I get bored and start to feel restricted. When I go, it’ll be on my own. I want to be free to explore and experience and not have to worry about how it will affect someone else. I don’t want to hurt you, we can enjoy whatever time we have left together, but it will end when I’m ready to go,” she explained. I felt like I had just been punched in the stomach. I couldn’t breathe and I thought I might be sick. Riley had become my world and she was planning to cast me aside. I found myself panic stricken and unable to speak. Seeing the pain on my face, Riley kissed me softly and lifted my face so I was looking her in the eye. “Sorry Will, but I won’t lie to you. It’s better you know now than find out when I leave. I do love you, but I also know me, and I know that it won’t last. I’ll start to feel stuck and end up hurting you worse in the end. You only feel so strong for me because I was your first, but you’ll find someone else and get over me soon enough. You’ll see. You’re not the same shy virgin boy that stumbled into a strip joint for the first time. You’re a strong, confident man that knows how to please a woman, or a man, or both at the same time. You’ve come a long way while you’ve been with me, but there’s still so much you’ve never experienced and once I’m gone you’ll be free to explore on your own. You’ll be fine after I’m gone, trust me.” Riley smiled. Staring into the deep green pools of ...
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