1. A Visit With My Mom


    Date: 8/3/2015, Categories: Hardcore, Lesbian Sex, Taboo, Author: brianbigdogsmith, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster

    because I didn’t learn everything from the start. Today I know the truth about my parent’s marriage. First and foremost, it was NOT a façade. My parents truly loved one another and I believe that deep down they still do. It’s just that certain issues could never be resolved. I don’t blame either of them as from my perspective they each had a hand in what transpired. My mother’s interpretation of adultery was pretty strict which didn’t help as my dad would have loved to be with other couples. It wasn't that he wanted to go off on his own but rather he just wanted to share his wife whom he was so proud of. There was also my mother’s firm stance against him having sex with me until I asked for it. When I was eight and saw my dad masturbating, my mother explained sex to me and even had me hold my dad’s dick that night in our hot tub, stroking him until he came. I know now that my dad wanted more, even if it was just to have me suck him, but my mom refused. Personally, I don’t see what harm it would have done because I would have done anything to please my father. As it was, he had to wait eight years before I touched him again and during that time he couldn't even be sure I EVER would ask. Who knows, maybe had she allowed him to satisfy his urges with me then he wouldn’t have become so entrenched in c***d porn. Speaking of which, if there was any issue that drive them apart, it had to be my dad’s ever-growing obsession with young girls. It seemed the older he got, the younger he ...
    wanted them. Of course my mother saw to it that he never did anything beyond watching porn and fanaticizing, but it surely didn't help that her s****r was also into young boys and my dad knew that she was involved with other families where he could easily have safe with young girls as well. I don’t really know who to “blame” more - my dad for being unable to control his urges or my mom for refusing to allow him to act on them. Either way, it seemed to be the straw that broke the back of their marriage camel. My parent’s divorce hit me hard at a time in my life when other issues were hitting me as well, including the breakup with my boyfriend Duane whom I had assumed I would eventually marry until he hurt me horribly, almost ruining my teaching career in the process. At the time I was still involved with my website but I didn't want to deal with hundreds of people asking about the divorce so I told people my mother had died, hoping that they would respect my loss and not ask questions about her. It worked and I felt bad later for deceiving people, but I think everyone understood once I was finally able to explain the real situation. In some ways it was almost like my mother HAD died. Soon afterwards she had moved out to Oregon to be with her best friend Tammy. She stayed with Tammy for the first few weeks but that started to get to be uncomfortable for everyone. Having another woman in the house for a short time with a husband and two teenage boys is one thing but for her to ...