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Meeting James Chapter Four
Date: 7/26/2015, Categories: Lesbian, Author: Melanieatplay, Rating: 10, Source: LushStories
It was a very emotional morning and I felt miserable. Watching James walk into McCarran and leave for Los Angeles, I somehow felt like I was being abandoned. I knew I had no right to feel that way, but I couldn’t seem to get my emotions under control. I had never felt like this before. I thought I had experienced some bad break-ups in high school, but none of them felt like this. The cabbie took me to the car dealership and I picked up the Land Rover without incident. It was such a beautiful vehicle, it had every possible option: leather seats, power everything, and a sun roof. That should make me feel better right? It didn’t. I wanted desperately to skip my finance class, but I couldn’t. The paper I had written over the weekend was due today and I’d lose a lot of points if it was turned in late. We were also reviewing for our midterm and the Prof was notorious for giving away test questions and telling students what they needed to study in order to do well in the exam. I felt numb, both emotionally and mentally. I couldn’t think, let alone concentrate like I needed to, and as hard as I tried, I just couldn’t seem to pull myself together. As the day progressed, my mood did improve somewhat. My finance class went well and I was able to go to the library and study for a few hours for my mid-term exams, which were later in the week. I had also stopped by the student records office and put James’ name on my financial account, like he had asked, so he would start receiving my ...