1. Bobbi


    Date: 7/17/2015, Categories: Gay Male, Shemales, Author: klammer, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster

    that was needed. I had not lost everything. The only things I had lost were things that I had to get rid of to go on. Edith's lecture had made me realize that. I would live with her for a while. I still had a lot to learn from my mother, and I was eager for her to teach me. I would work as hard as I could to win Peter back. He had said that he would call, so I might still have a chance. I had come another step along the way to my goal. &#034Sit up straight, and don't slouch!&#034 Edith snapped at me. I jumped to attention in my seat, and she giggled. &#034I always wanted to tell that to someone,&#034 she said. &#034Mothers are supposed to do that, you know.&#034 I looked at her with a pained expression on my face, and then I started to giggle too. She was just what I needed then. I had started to settle into that complacent existence that is the undoing of many, and not just drag queens and transsexuals. It is easy to dream. Then we begin to see just how difficult the attainment of any dream in reality is, and the achievement of a little of the dream becomes enough to satisfy us. We tell ourselves all sorts of stories, and find all sorts of reasons why we should stop somewhere short of what should have been our real goal. We never get to fulfill our dreams. Then we wonder why we feel so miserable and frustrated with our lives. When will we ever learn? Edith was not going to let me do that. There was a lot more to this lady than I had imagined. I had always seen her as just ...
    the sweet, later middle-aged woman that was pleasant to have lunch with. The mother thing was a nice diversion that felt good, but that I had never taken seriously in quite this way. That was all just the surface of Edith. Beneath that facade lay more strength than one would at first have imagined. There had been enough already to get she and her mother out of Estonia in 1939 before the Soviet annexation, establish herself in Norway, flee Norway ahead of the Nazi occupation, begin a life in England, fall in love, bear a c***d out of wedlock, face the loss of her lover to the War, suffer the death of her infant daughter, move again to the United States, and set up a life for her and her mother all over again. If I wanted her help with my own goals, she would not accept a lesser commitment or effort from me! I did have a dream that I very much wanted to see come true. It was a modest dream, and not unlike the dream many people have. The dream was to be able to live a simple, un-complex, and uncomplicated life. I did not want to change the world, be famous, or even all that rich. I just wanted to lead a comfortable life as the woman that I was intellectually, emotionally, and spiritually. The only think that really complicated that was the fact that I was biologically a male. I had, however, found a way to change that surgically. Edith was now offering me a way to change my entire life situation, and begin the journey down the road that I needed to follow if I wished to make that ...
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