1. Trust


    Date: 7/17/2015, Categories: BDSM, Shemales, Author: klammer, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster

    okay, and what other people would think. Not only that, but Nancy, I thought, was avoiding me, often getting home late in the evening, and exhausted. That initiated something slightly new; I started trying to figure out treats for her, that would entice her home, perhaps, earlier. Foot rubs, back rubs, little sweets, hot baths, and ultimately, after a couple weeks of this, I started laying out casual clothes for her and helping her change. The things that I began to recognize were disturbing. As Nancy had pointed out, they didn't hurt me, or anyone else, but they were far from the ideals of masculinity that I had grown up with. For instance. I finally admitted to myself that I like to be, put simply, pretty. I don't have a classically feminine face, but it'll pass. I like my face better, though, when my lips are full, red, and pouting, and my eyelashes long. When I have a pink bow on the top of my head. It doesn't necessarily make me horny, but it does make me feel, sometimes, languorous and sexy, and at other times, simply secure in the knowledge that I have a pretty face. Or panties. I finally learned to say that word without stuttering. But, gods, there's a combination of fetish and practicality. I like panties that are pink and lacy, and it is my considered opinion that they fit men better than men's underwear does. They hold me more securely, since the legs are elasticized, and are actually easier to forget that I'm wearing. Except that the ones I like are nylon, and ...
    if I want, I can remember them, and then feel the cloth of my pants or skirt brushing against them, and the delicate bite of lingerie elastic around my legs and my belly, and it makes me feel just incredibly sexy. I like them pink and lacy because I like pink and lacy, because those are the things that turn *me* on, and because they remind me that I don't have to act macho. Because I've got Nancy, I also have the assurance that they'll turn my *partner* on. They do that because she likes being in control, being dominant. She likes me submissive, and in fact, I like being submissive. That doesn't mean only spankings, either. I simply like looking after her, taking care of her, and making sure that things around her are pleasant. That's almost stereotypically 'girl,' the nurterer. Well, maybe I should have been born a girl. But why should it be necessary? Then I wouldn't have had Nancy, and being submissive and nurturing doesn't mean I don't like sex! Just exactly the reverse, in fact. In the weeks immediately after our reconciliation, though, I wasn't getting *enough,* and so I sometimes floated around the house wearing my sexiest perfume and sending her significant glances or pouts. I didn't do that so I could imagine being a girl, but so she would take me to bed and let me show her exactly how hot a lover a sensitive and -- should I use the word? -- *sissy* man could be. I like the feel of skirts, and the look, and the way that high heels show off my legs, and all sorts of ...
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