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Trust
Date: 7/17/2015, Categories: BDSM, Shemales, Author: klammer, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster
relax, and let her do the kissing while I responded. I think we sealed some sort of bargain in that kiss, too. Or maybe I just agreed to something. I don't know. She broke the kiss, and pulled my arm out where she could see it. "Seven," she whispered. "Oh, God!" I felt ashamed of myself. "Y-you don't understand. I can... it hurts, sure. But I can, can stop the compulsion. The craving. And then, you know, I almost like myself." "You're not going to do that any more," she said, in a tone that brooked no demur. I demurred, clenching my jaw. "Not if I don't have to. It shouldn't take much more, I think." She was staring at me, shocked. "Nancy," I explained, fiercely, "I *hate* it! I hate wearing p-p-pa-p..." I clenched my jaw. Damn word. "I hate dressing up. Even when I'm doing it, I hate it! I hate that it makes me horny when I *do* do it. But it's, like, an addiction, or something, and even though I hate it, I do it." "Ah!" she said, softly, looking tenderly in my eyes. "I didn't know that. Lee, I have something to prove to you, but you'll have to come to my house." I broke the clinch, and let the suspicion show. "New rules?" I asked. "I told you, I'm not going to wear any of that stuff again. That's what this is *for."* "Same rules," she replied steadily. I started to shake my head. "If you don't agree," she told me, "I'm going to go down to the Stop'n'Rob, buy ... a pack of cigarettes, and do six more." She held out her wrist. "Why?" I asked, bewildered. She smiled again, slightly, her eyes still brilliant with tears. "Well, if it hurts you as much as those," and she nodded toward the burns on my arm, "hurt me, then it should help you out even more. If pain is what you're after." "I... this is insane!" I exploded. "I agree completely," she said fervently. "Are you coming?" "No! Y-you wouldn't!" But she *had.* She just shrugged, and knelt to gather the shirt and pants she'd dropped. I sat down abruptly, feeling the chill, and hugged my knees to my chin. "I don't understand!" I spat, in exasperated staccato. "Lee," she said, softly, urgently, "I want you to come to my house. I want to show you something about yourself that you don't believe, and that you won't find pleasant, but that will give you a great deal of peace, once you know it. I promise you... I *promise* you that you'll understand, but I can't explain it here. You have too *many* defenses, Lee. We have to go back to the very basics." I was wavering. Stupid. I'd figured everything out, and now she was just messing up my head again. "I love you, Lee." Damn it! I nodded. "Go put on some clothes, then, all right? You'll need something to wear home." I sighed. "You may as well come inside, then." A thought occurred to me. "Oh. I don't have any p-pa... any underwear." ...