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Trust
Date: 7/17/2015, Categories: BDSM, Shemales, Author: klammer, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster
"The hero is always named Lee. And Amy," she added. "He always gets f***ed into a dress like that, sooner or later. And likes it. Then, poof, he's Amy for real." *Good synopsis*, my professorial side commented. I snarled at him. To Nancy, I smiled, mechanically, and replied, "Uhh, well, hardly any of them even have *endings*, and I was going to, uhh, turn him back, at the end. Just, you know, let him have a real experience of being a girl." That was pretty weak, I admitted to myself. It was half-true, though. None of the stories *did* end, and I had always gotten stuck halfway through, looking for a conclusion that was emotionally satisfying. No, not even that -- just a *progression* toward an ending that was emotionally satisfying. Come to think of it, most of the stories never even got to the sex-change part. A little foreshadowing, but it had only happened in two or three of them. How had she gotten the impression that it was universal? She cleared up that little question. "Lee, dammit!" Finally a little emotion, something to understand. "I read your analysis, too!" Analysis? Oh, gods, that must mean the file called 'anal,' where I speculated on commonalities in the stories and possible reasons behind them. Once I knew she had read that, her earlier comment made more sense. A quote, a direct cite from that little bit of introspection. The dry-voiced little observer in my head commented that she probably hadn't gotten the joke behind ... the name of the file -- reference to my rather obsessive need to categorize. Christ, that damned file was written like a scholarly article! I'd been so obsessed tracking down all those little information trails that I hadn't answered. She had crossed her arms, was leaning against the doorframe, and the tears were streaming down her face faster. No mascara, I observed. She stifled a sob, and visibly gathered herself. Here it came, the ultimatum. "Lee, either you decide you *trust* me, or get out." I must have looked puzzled. She explained the part that didn't need explaining. "Forever." "I, uhh *do* trust you," I told her. "And I *promise* I'll stop, this time." I actually had a plan, one that would probably work, if she didn't stop me from doing it. It had worked once before, until somebody found out about it. "You *idiot!*" she shrieked, and sobbed some more, before controlling herself. I had taken a step closer, dropping the page, then paused, uncertain if she would *accept* comfort from me. "You *can't* stop, you *know* that!" As a matter of fact, I had written something of the sort in that wretched file. I lost count of my attempts to stop before I got into grad school. She took a deep breath. "So trust me, and get dressed, or get out." Get... *Get* dressed? It took me maybe thirty seconds to figure out what she expected me to get dressed in, not because it wasn't obvious, but because I simply refused to believe it. ...