1. A Lifetime in One Moment


    Date: 7/16/2015, Categories: True Story, First Time, Mature, Virginity, Author: Unknow user, Rating: 91.6, Source: sexstories.com

    she meant. Though I had described my predicament cryptically, she had gone straight to the heart of my consternation. I broke up with Cindy even though I am certain that we would have lost our virginity together had we stayed together. But Laura was right; the time you spend with someone, the intimate time, is precious, and love and honesty are more important than sex (even if you're a virgin, or perhaps most importantly if you're a virgin). I finally received my acceptance and a scholarship award from the University of Southern California in the spring. A few of my buddies wanted to celebrate by taking me to a bordello just across the border in Nevada. I declined. I didn't want my first time to be with a hooker. Of course, I didn't tell my buddies that. I don't think they would have believed I was still a virgin. I had had a few opportunities since breaking up with Cindy, but every time I would recall Laura's advice. Then I would find myself wishing I could lose my virginity with someone I loved; it always killed my mood, and I always backed out of those one-night stands with some excuse or another. I know it seems silly now, but at the time I thought there was something wrong with me. The summer after graduation Laura began to talk to me for longer periods of time. She had always been genuinely interested in what I had to say, and she listened intently, but I think my going off to college excited her and steeped her interest. She wanted to know about USC and what I wanted ...
    to study and where I pictured myself five, ten, twenty years. I sometimes spent an hour with her, sitting at her patio table drinking iced tea and talking. Her fascination with me made me feel good about myself. I learned more about her, too. She and Dr. Hollander had married right out of high school, and they went to college together at Cal Berkley. Then she worked full-time to put him through medical school. They moved to Scottsdale when he started his internship at St. Joseph's Hospital. Laura no longer had to work after that, and she got pregnant. They lost the baby in childbirth, and while she didn't come right out and say this, I knew that Laura had also lost the ability to have children and that it had devastated her. One day she told me she wanted to go back to school – was planning on it actually, "someday." It finally made sense to me, why she had been so fascinated about my situation. Unlike me, however, she knew exactly what she was going to study. "Marine biology?" I looked back at her across the patio table with a quizzical look. "Yes. I want to spend some time on a boat, in the fresh air, do research, help animals, and learn something totally new." She was as animated as I had ever seen her. Her eyes sparkled, she was all but giggling, and it was like all the years that separated us had melted away. "I don't even know where one would go to study something like that?" "San Diego," she said sprightly. Then she sighed. "Oh, if only I were younger." "Why?" "I am ...
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