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A Lifetime in One Moment 2
Date: 7/16/2015, Categories: True Story, First Time, Mature, Virginity, Author: Unknow user, Rating: 91.7, Source: sexstories.com
she intended to say more. "I am going to be brutally honest with you right now, okay?" I nodded. "What I did, throwing myself at you like that yesterday, it was very selfish of me..." "No it wasn't..." She squeezed my hand. "Shh. Just listen. You don't leave for college till Saturday. Between now and then, you will..." She stopped to gauge her words. "All right both of us will want to, um..." "Do it again," I said nodding my head eagerly as I tried to help her along. She smiled "Yes. Do it again," she acceded. That was great, I thought. "But we can't," she added, bursting my bubble. "Why not?" "Because it will spoil everything. I hadn't really thought this through until just now, Kevin." She was articulating her words carefully. "I wanted to think that what happened yesterday was unique and special, our little secret. That's how I rationalized it. But really..." She stopped and I got the impression she was welling up with tears. "But really, I was just desperate." Now she stopped because she couldn't speak. I felt like I had to say something to let her know I understood. "You were lonely and sad," I started, and she nodded, "and you thought that maybe I could make that go away for a while." "Yes." She forced out the word. "And you trusted me." She looked at me with a mix of embarrassment and pain and confusion. She closed her eyes. "You are a remarkably perceptive young man." Then she opened her eyes and looked hard into mine. "Yes I trusted you, but I was also taking ...