1. My journey into submission (ch 1-2)


    Date: 7/11/2015, Categories: Lesbian, Author: LittleMegan, Rating: 3, Source: LushStories

    genuinely worried about my mental health since I was unaware at the time that others had similar feelings that I now understand to be submissive tendencies and desires. I started to explore what my feelings meant online and after speaking to a few very creepy people I found some material that adequately explained how I felt. More importantly it showed me that I wasn’t alone in how I felt and that I wasn’t a freak. For a while it did scare me that my submissiveness was often described as a sexual fetish/kink especially because I was still quite sexually repressed and unaware I was bisexual. I evolved and matured a lot in the rest of the school year and became a lot more comfortable with how I was feeling. I also went from having a small piece of me enjoying my situation to downright loving and savoring every moment of it. I loved the humiliation and submissiveness of being the subject of their cruelty. It allowed me to explore my sexuality and submissive nature in an environment separate to the rest of my life. As a side note I do not recommend anyone follow my example, if someone is treating you badly report it and get it fixed even if you have feelings similar to mine. Looking back on it I now understand it wasn’t a healthy environment to explore my sexuality but never the less it is now a part of who I am and I want to share it. There was a specific incident with the girls in late February that was a mile stone for me and has been the subject of many of my fantasies since. ...
    I had taken a route home through a small forest on a day with miserable weather. It had snowed about three days previous and all that was left was clumps of horrible slushy stuff. The girls had followed me and were close behind me. I was excited but knew I had to keep up the illusion that I was really trying to get away. I was therefore walking briskly whilst trying to anticipate what they were going to do. It was in rapid thought when my foot fell out from under me on some wet mud. I landed face down in a wet muddy puddle just managing to keep my mouth from completely eating dirt. I barely had time to think and register the laughs from behind me before I felt one of the girl’s feet on my thighs. There was then a split second when all of her weight was on that foot before the other came to rest right on my bum, forcing my pelvis further into the mud. I tried to raise my upper body with my arms but the other girl’s foot forced me back down, her heel between my shoulder blades forcing the side of my face into the muddy ground. I let out a splutter and a gasp trying to get some mud out of my mouth and adapting to the extra pressure on my lungs. “God, she’s so pathetic.” One of the girls whose name I had recently learned to be Ellen giggled. The other girl with the deceptively innocent name of Lucy pushed her foot further into my back, laughing from the whimpers that left my mouth. “Bless her, did you fall little thing?” I barely heard them and was far too preoccupied trying to ...
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