1. Zipties


    Date: 6/24/2015, Categories: Dark Fantasy, Bondage and restriction, Exhibitionism, Female solo, Humiliation, Voyeurism, Author: littlequitter, Rating: 50, Source: sexstories.com

    She’d known this was coming for days now. Maybe even weeks. She’d called in sick to work a couple of times, completely out of character, begging off with giddy lies of a bad cold. Walking around in public felt dangerous, she covered up, baggy jeans and a sloppy jumper with nothing on underneath, every time the wind gusted it made her shiver helplessly, turning her nipples to glass. She was timid, anxious; hiding behind her hair, big scared eyes looking out at the world behind a screen. She felt transparent. She wondered if anyone could tell. No appetite. Sleeping badly. Binge reading erotica until it seemed like her brain would melt. Pacing around her house, restless and filled with buzzing tension, sinking her fingernails into her palms. It turned out the decision had been made long ago, she thought briefly as she picked up items almost unconsciously, shoving them in her pockets, and then shut off that train of thought to let her mind float away. Looking around. Door locked, she left. It took two buses to get to the highway, her curled up in the back seat, blinking against the fluorescent glare. She kept kicking herself for having forgotten a book, but then she’d think about what she was about to do, and how on earth would she be able to carry a book when her hands would be all.. and then she’d have to bite her lip until she got the shakes under control. Streetlights passing outside, slowing down, stop 108, this was her. Stumbling down the aisle, automatically thanking the ...
    driver, down the steps. On the side of the highway, 12:42am. There were no more buses back to the city, and she’d left her wallet at home. Had she forgotten it, or had she been eliminating all possible safety nets? Think. Don’t think. Ok, ok. She walked unsteadily toward a pedestrian bridge that spanned the road, registering the cars driving past, not many of them at this hour. Climbing the steps. She got to the top and stared out over the asphalt, eyes heavy lidded, almost drugged, at odds with the frantic activity inside her head. Without letting herself think too much about it, she pulled a long cable tie from her pocket and fashioned a loop, wincing every time it snicked another notch. She stood with her back to the guard rail, crossed her hands behind her back, encircling one of the poles, cable tie around her wrists, squirming one hand around to pull.. tighter.. ahhhhh…. It was just like all the other times. All the conflict, the inner gnawing, useless destructive self-analysis, it slid away fast enough to leave her breathless. The night was cold but she couldn’t feel it. She tested her hands and gasped at the sharp pain, the tie cutting into her wrists, heat in the pit of her belly, and she wondered again, like she had all the other times, if she’d be able to pull free. That bar that one time, on her own, getting drunk and going to the bathroom to put the tie on, not making eye contact on the way out, she remembered the walk home through the parklands and there’d been ...
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