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Pure Obsession (Finn) - Chapter Three
Date: 10/2/2014, Categories: Reluctance, Author: SITTING, Rating: 23, Source: LushStories
“Sometimes it is,” I said quietly. “Is it?” Her eyes met mine, quietly contradicting. “Yes. It is.” I murmured. “This right here. This is reality. And I don’t know about you but I think it’s fucking perfect.” She looked deep into my eyes and I couldn’t look away. I had an apprehensive, hopeful feeling that she was going to say something that’d make me feel good but then she looked away. I cleared my throat. “I should clean up,” she said quietly. “I should make dinner.” I said. We were so physically close and yet so emotionally distant. I wished I could think of something to say or do which would dissipate the awkwardness and yet there was nothing. I straightened out my clothes, headed to the kitchen, washed my hands and put the pan on the burner. The afterglow from the sex was fading fast. I felt disillusioned. All my plans were coming together but they weren’t making me happy because Alessandra wasn’t happy. She was a mess of guilt, self-doubt and anxiety and there was nothing I could do about it. Maybe once Daniel was gone, things would get better. It made me laugh to think that I was pinning all my hopes on the person I hated most. To be continued