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Ecstasy in Paralysis
Date: 3/5/2015, Categories: Dark Fantasy, Boy, Cruelty, Cuckold, Exhibitionism, Gay, Sado-Masochism, Stockholm Syndrome, Teen, Voyeurism, Young, Author: mathew elizabeth, Rating: 62.5, Source: sexstories.com
of becoming a quadriplegic was horrifying. As a kid I would wake up every morning thinking I could move my limbs and spring out of bed like I used to. But instead, every morning id cry when I realised that I could never do that again. Sometimes I would just lay there. I would look at the ceiling and scream with tears streaming down my face and stinging my eyes. It wasn't until I was able to move my hands and fingers that I managed to gain a little hope in living. But after ten years I never made anymore progress than merely moving my hands and fingers. Reality didn't seem to matter anymore; all I wanted to do was pay those arrogant younger 'Cash master' boys to fuck with my brain. The boys would laughably yell at me and make fun of me for being a ugly 'cripple' and 'retard'. I would masturbate looking into their mean beautiful eyes as they said these horrible things. I felt like they were the only people telling the truth. I did feel 'worthless' I did feel 'ugly' and most of all I did feel like a 'Retarded Cripple'. Having these cruel words being said to me was so liberating. KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK "Ummm...are you done yet Scotty?" I heard Tim, my 19-year-old caretaker sweetly say from outside my room. "No...I'm sorry Tim," I said puffed, tugging my penis, with my face wedged in the pillow. "I'm almost done." I said in a strained voice "OK dude," I heard him say calmly "But just thought I should let you know; its almost toilet and bath time." "Oh! Sorry Tim!" I said ashamed, how ...