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The Mediterranean Guesthouse Chapter 6 - the end
Date: 1/22/2015, Categories: Anal, First Time, Author: arsch_chiis, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster
finished shopping I drive to the nearby hills. The sun is up, but it isn’t so hot today, there is a cool breeze that is blowing in from the sea. The sea is hazy in the distance as I stop on the side of the road to look at the peaceful hilly countryside. It is a paradise. The silence, the weather, the warmth of the sun on my skin. Why do I have to live in a place which is dark and cold for most of the year? Why did my ancestors have the crazy idea to go up there in the cold north? But my work is there and my life is there. The sensible thing, the only thing I can do is leave back home. Why does it feel so difficult? Why does it feel so wrong? Part of me is wishing that my life would change. That by some miracle, I would live here, in the warm Mediterranean. But I know such miracles don’t happen. I drive back to the house when it is getting time for me to leave to the airport. Somehow I feel that more time with Kate is only going to make the leaving more difficult. I pack my bags to the rental car in the afternoon heat. It feels so long ago when I stepped out from the car into the late evening dark night when I got here. It was only a week ago, it seems so unbelievable. So much has happened. Have I changed? I think what I have lived through here this week has changed me. I am bolder now. I can be open, and I can trust myself and I can trust others. Kate is coming outside to walk me to my car. ‘Kate, thank you. I am so glad I chose to come here.’ ‘I am happy that you came here ...